MaD Ying Ying

No one in this world understands me.

Am i gg mad? I think I am.

I've been thinking a lot to myself these days.

What exactly am I living for?

I don't seem to have an aim in life.

And the frustrations of life makes me even harder to seek my goal this lifetime.

Recently, I am very emotionally, or rather, mentally, unstable.

Not tt I have shen jing bing. My frustrations are really getting at me.

Slowly sucking my soul away.

Every single day, I have sth to be frustrated about.

I know I will freak many out if i say this.

I feel like committing sucide many times alrdy.

Just a thought, very tempting, but i dun dare to.

No guts, and my family is too impt to me.

Had i no family, i'll be dead by now.

Someone recommend me a psychologist pls.

I'm gg bonkers. First sign of maddness. I jus mentioned tt I dont think I am mad at the second line, but now, i contradict myself i'm saying i'm mad. I am indeed mad.