A Christmas Blog

Christmas cant get any worse than this i believe. How terrible is it to fall aslp crying on xmas? How frustrating is it when people misunderstand you and judge you for wad u do? How does it feel when many people interrogate you and slam you down for your actions? Christmas won't feel that good when that happens. Please, you dun have to shoulder the responsibilities. Think from my point of view can? Jus because u did it before doesn't mean that it is right. And it doesnt mean that those people who were in my position before were not upset. Wait till you are being lied to. I am paranoid? If you say so. I cant be bothered to rebutt anymore. Afterall, I am ALWAYS jus paranoid.

No this blog has got nothing to do with losing money. I am jus terribly upset that no one understands me. Maybe I am not upset because no one understands me. I think I am jus upset that I have no supportive friends.

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I am so sick of friends who show attitude as and when they like it. Jus because they are bushuang with me for something that i didnt purposely do, i get a black face all night. I get sarcastic remarks all night. This is not the first time it is happening. And only uni friends do this to me. I've come to realise that true friends are only those whom I know since my teens. Those so called friends made later in my life are stilll friends, but they are selfish and intolerant. Perhaps I am also guilty of that. But i try to change for the better. Some people just dont care that they are like that. They even openly proclaim that they are selfish and evil, and that they dont care. They do evil things/things that will be to others disadvantage purposely. I am suddenly very appaled.