The end of my university life
Yes, but it opens a new chapter in my life. And although I very much hoped that I wont have to move on, life doesnt stop. So I hav no choice but to move on.
My last day in hall has passed. My last sleep there, my last shower.. my last laundry.. my last day of an independent life. It was very hard for me as I was packing my room. Like what rs said, it was tough taking those decorations down.. esp my lbxx filmstrips, I nearly wanted to cry as I took those down. Cos once I remove them, they will only remain as memories.. I will never see them again.
I guess it wouldn't have been so difficult for me if my bf werent staying in hall too. A part of me knows that his life will continue in this hall, while I start my life afresh at home. I'm not saying I hate starting afresh at home, but rather, I hate to miss those good times we spent together. He kept telling me that I can always go back and visit him when the new semester starts, but I know its going to be different, cos by then, I wont be a part of Hall 14 anymore.
Jus the other day Mabel came back to hall to stay in my room. And those few days I was really quite happy. As usual, Mabel, being her talkative and cheerful self, kept me and rs v cheerful for those few days. And I realised how much things have changed after Mabel moved away. But me n rs have gotten used to it w/o realising. I hope I will also get used to staying at home without realising too.
On friday, before I closed my room door, I took a good long look at my room for the last time. And then I whispered goodbye to those good old days..
My last day in hall has passed. My last sleep there, my last shower.. my last laundry.. my last day of an independent life. It was very hard for me as I was packing my room. Like what rs said, it was tough taking those decorations down.. esp my lbxx filmstrips, I nearly wanted to cry as I took those down. Cos once I remove them, they will only remain as memories.. I will never see them again.
I guess it wouldn't have been so difficult for me if my bf werent staying in hall too. A part of me knows that his life will continue in this hall, while I start my life afresh at home. I'm not saying I hate starting afresh at home, but rather, I hate to miss those good times we spent together. He kept telling me that I can always go back and visit him when the new semester starts, but I know its going to be different, cos by then, I wont be a part of Hall 14 anymore.
Jus the other day Mabel came back to hall to stay in my room. And those few days I was really quite happy. As usual, Mabel, being her talkative and cheerful self, kept me and rs v cheerful for those few days. And I realised how much things have changed after Mabel moved away. But me n rs have gotten used to it w/o realising. I hope I will also get used to staying at home without realising too.
On friday, before I closed my room door, I took a good long look at my room for the last time. And then I whispered goodbye to those good old days..
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