My Dear Fish
I came back after my International Economics Paper today, feeling quite satisfied tt the paper was do-able. As usual, I came back and den sat down in front of my computer doing meaningless things. And I so happened glanced over to look at my goldfish. How come there’s only one?? Where’s the other? For a moment, I was so scared. Den I found it behind the plant, motionless. ORh maybe it’s jus slping.. phew.
5 min later, it was still there. Something seemed wrong.. I realized it was kinda weak.. and… I felt it. That feeling. It’s going to leave me. I was so frantic, so worried, but I cant hug it, I cant make it feel better. I tried feeding it.. it responded to the food.. but I could see tt it was struggling jus to stay in the water..
It tried to swim.. but everytime when it momentarily stops, it floats straight up to the water surface.. it hurts me so much jus to see it struggle.. everytime it was about to turn over.. it will swim down to keep afloat...
What’s wrong with my fish? I know it’s gg to die I know.. I couldn’t help but cry. My goldfish is v precious to me.. although I cant touch it, and it perhaps don’t even recognize me.. but it brought me so much joy.. I really dun wan to see it leave me jus like tt. It’s too sudden. The morning before I left my room it was still normal.. swimming around..
Perhaps most of you don’t understand how I feel. But it is a life, a being. Why must it die so fast.. I really put in so much effort to take good care of it I really did.. I feel so helpless.. I see the fish struggling to swim I cant help it to swim.. I cant even touch it I can only touch the fish bowl. Is it in pain now? I really hope not..
All I can do is stare.. stare and stare…
It pains me a lot to see it struggling. I feel so alone. No one can help me with the fish. No one understands the pain of losing it. I know many of you think tt it is jus a fish only wats the big deal. U dun understand..
I rather it dies soon.. at least that will put my fish out of its misery.. I really really love my fish a lot..
I came back after my International Economics Paper today, feeling quite satisfied tt the paper was do-able. As usual, I came back and den sat down in front of my computer doing meaningless things. And I so happened glanced over to look at my goldfish. How come there’s only one?? Where’s the other? For a moment, I was so scared. Den I found it behind the plant, motionless. ORh maybe it’s jus slping.. phew.
5 min later, it was still there. Something seemed wrong.. I realized it was kinda weak.. and… I felt it. That feeling. It’s going to leave me. I was so frantic, so worried, but I cant hug it, I cant make it feel better. I tried feeding it.. it responded to the food.. but I could see tt it was struggling jus to stay in the water..
It tried to swim.. but everytime when it momentarily stops, it floats straight up to the water surface.. it hurts me so much jus to see it struggle.. everytime it was about to turn over.. it will swim down to keep afloat...
What’s wrong with my fish? I know it’s gg to die I know.. I couldn’t help but cry. My goldfish is v precious to me.. although I cant touch it, and it perhaps don’t even recognize me.. but it brought me so much joy.. I really dun wan to see it leave me jus like tt. It’s too sudden. The morning before I left my room it was still normal.. swimming around..
Perhaps most of you don’t understand how I feel. But it is a life, a being. Why must it die so fast.. I really put in so much effort to take good care of it I really did.. I feel so helpless.. I see the fish struggling to swim I cant help it to swim.. I cant even touch it I can only touch the fish bowl. Is it in pain now? I really hope not..
All I can do is stare.. stare and stare…
It pains me a lot to see it struggling. I feel so alone. No one can help me with the fish. No one understands the pain of losing it. I know many of you think tt it is jus a fish only wats the big deal. U dun understand..
I rather it dies soon.. at least that will put my fish out of its misery.. I really really love my fish a lot..
posted by Tweety Bird at 2:23 AM
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