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Thursday, April 28, 2005

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It's been soooo long since i last blogged, fingers are darn itchy. I have a paper later at 130 but heck lar, I dont want to study alrdy.

I guess now most of my friends have alrdy finished their exams.. except for eric n rs. Argh, it feels torturous. Am i supposed to feel upset and sian that ppl ard me have finished exams and are all slowly moving out of hall? It's alright to feel that way right? Or am i not supposed to be a least bit bothered tt ppl are alrdy freed? To be envious of others and be sian of studying? Isn't it just natural to feel that way? And to complain a bit? Well, apparently not. I am supposed to be non-chalant abt it and jus not feel a weeeeeee bit envious when ppl say "Finally last paper tmr..". I'm supposed to love studying a lot! and love studying when ALL (ok a generalisation) my friends are having fun! WOW!

Ok enough.

When i was studying jus now, i suddenly start pondering the reasons why i want to study so hard. Is it really that impt to earn big bucks? If yes, why do i want to earn big bucks? Well i realised that whenever i think abt how much i will earn when i work, i think about how much money i am gg to give my parents. Of cos i think abt how to splurge the money too lar. But i guess the main reason is jus to give my parents a good life.

Which then leads me to the qn whether earning big bucks is my main goal in life. So i came up with a scenario. Do i want to earn lotsa money, buy lotsa diamonds, cosmetics, go for bust enhancement treaments the REST OF MY LIFE, or do I jus want to lead a happy and simple life? You all know the answer lar.

Whats the point of looking good and rich when deep down you are feeling lonely and empty? The purpose of life is simply jus to be happy. But why do some ppl wanna earn lotsa money drive a big car? As a simple woman, I dont think i wanna marry someone who earns big bucks. Because these men are usually those with affairs. They are rich and they attract all sorts of women because of their wealth. ANd the poor wife gets nothing in return for being his pillar of support.

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I have a life long goal now: Marry a good man. And i truly hope i meet one.
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