I thought I had died
My friends and I were at a roadside, We were on our way to lunch. Then they wanted to play a game, or did they just want to look at sth by the roadside? I jus know that they gathered around in a tight circle. I wanted to join in the fun, so i walked towards them and tried to join in the circle. but one of them jus hatefully pushed me away. I nearly fell backwards.. I could feel i was losing balance, so i moved a few steps backwards. when i regained my balance I was on the road.
A car whizzed by. Before I knew what happened, I have already landed on the boot of the car. face down. I was conscious. But I wasn't in pain. I jus felt that my chest was very tight and I couldnt breathe. Memories of the road accident I witnessed came flooding back. He was consious, he wasnt bleeding. In fact, he could speak coherently. But he couldnt move. I had thought he wouldn't die.. but he did. In my dream, it was the same, I didnt see blood oozing out from my body, I was conscious, but i couldnt move.
Many thoughts went through my mind. My family... how would they react? My friends... why did they do these to me? I felt hatred boiling up my chest. I hated all of them. Why did they push me away? What wrong had I done? The hatred i felt was so real. My life was destroyed by them because of their playfulness. Just like that. Have i lived the past 21 yrs in vain? Everything that i lived for has come to naught.
I waited for the ambulance. It came very quickly. I asked the paramedic "Will I die?"
He kept quiet. I probed again. "I feel like i'm okay, I still can talk, you know."
Den the paramedics lifted me up from the car boot. I saw blood. My chest was bleeding.
The parademic said "I've seen so many victims who seem perfectly fine, but they still die in the end. It's unlikely you won't die."
They put me on a stretcher and pushed me into the ambulance. I had to lie sideways, for godknowswadreason. The paramedic put on the oxygen mask for me. A rush of pure oxygen entered my body. I have never felt so good. The loud siren rang in my ears and i felt the ambulance move forward. Then I woke up.
My friends and I were at a roadside, We were on our way to lunch. Then they wanted to play a game, or did they just want to look at sth by the roadside? I jus know that they gathered around in a tight circle. I wanted to join in the fun, so i walked towards them and tried to join in the circle. but one of them jus hatefully pushed me away. I nearly fell backwards.. I could feel i was losing balance, so i moved a few steps backwards. when i regained my balance I was on the road.
A car whizzed by. Before I knew what happened, I have already landed on the boot of the car. face down. I was conscious. But I wasn't in pain. I jus felt that my chest was very tight and I couldnt breathe. Memories of the road accident I witnessed came flooding back. He was consious, he wasnt bleeding. In fact, he could speak coherently. But he couldnt move. I had thought he wouldn't die.. but he did. In my dream, it was the same, I didnt see blood oozing out from my body, I was conscious, but i couldnt move.
Many thoughts went through my mind. My family... how would they react? My friends... why did they do these to me? I felt hatred boiling up my chest. I hated all of them. Why did they push me away? What wrong had I done? The hatred i felt was so real. My life was destroyed by them because of their playfulness. Just like that. Have i lived the past 21 yrs in vain? Everything that i lived for has come to naught.
I waited for the ambulance. It came very quickly. I asked the paramedic "Will I die?"
He kept quiet. I probed again. "I feel like i'm okay, I still can talk, you know."
Den the paramedics lifted me up from the car boot. I saw blood. My chest was bleeding.
The parademic said "I've seen so many victims who seem perfectly fine, but they still die in the end. It's unlikely you won't die."
They put me on a stretcher and pushed me into the ambulance. I had to lie sideways, for godknowswadreason. The paramedic put on the oxygen mask for me. A rush of pure oxygen entered my body. I have never felt so good. The loud siren rang in my ears and i felt the ambulance move forward. Then I woke up.
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