My QuiZ~

It seems that there is a particular question in my quiz that is particularly difficult. The question goes like this:

If there is one thing Yingying can do.. it would be to:
a) relive the past again
b) be happy all over again.
(the other options dont really matter)

All of you chose the first answer... haha. when i was setting the quiz, i was in a dilemma too. I know i really want to go back to the past.. cos my msn nick once said "想回到过去，式着让故事继续。。” But then again, I also wanna be happy all over again. I thought really long about this question... and initally even put a) as my answer. Later i changed my answer back to b). It would really be wonderful if i could go back to the past.. to relive and re-experience all those wonderful and special moments again.. but so what if i really can? After that, won't i be the same old person again? Hence, i decided that, afterall, i rather be a happier person. 过去的就让它过去。。 失去的不能重来。。

My Birthday!!!!

Sooo happy~~~~Despite the fact that i'm turning 21.. I'm so glad i know all these ppl in hall.. they're really nice and sweet.

It's my birthday today, and at the strike of 12, they all gathered into my room to gimme a surprise. Where was I, you must be wondering. Mabel and lai lai managed to trick me into gg to find lai lai so that they can have my room to themselves. I must say Mabel is such a good liar, or actress, I actually didnt suspect anything.

So i spent the first min of my birthday looking at Acc 1 students photos... which was, well, kinda sad... After a while lai lai brought me back to my room.. When i reached my room, i was soo surprised to find tt my door was locked. I didnt bring my keys out so it must be Mabel. -_-'''

I had thought it will be only she rs n 31.. but when the door opened, i only saw confeitti and more confeitti!! Hahha and i vaguely remember hearing zhuyi scolding me for taking so long... I was so overwhelmed by the surprise.. and the people who were they to celebrate my birthday! People like yunhaw, zhangfeng, zhaoming, shuqing, qiyang, junliang, shilong, yongxi and esp kaylii(who walked all the way from hall 3 to my rm!)... some of these ppl seldom cross my path, yet they took the time and effort to come and celebrate my bday! I am really touched by their actions..

Then came the video.. atonishingly funny! and the effort mabel rs 31 jingyang yunhaw put in.. i'm really soo touched! (sorry for the limited vocab) Suddenly.. i felt so guilty for not planning an even better surprise for Mabel's birthday.. I"m like such a lousy friend..

I really enjoyed every single minute of the surprise. OMGGGGGGGGGG hahahha

A big big big thank you to all my friends.. =)

These are the lovely ppl who celebrated my bday with me! rs's not in cos she's taking photo =(

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My Birthday Celebration

Relectantly turning 21...

It feels somewat like armageddon when i think of my age.

Days.. months.. years.. passed by so fast.

And I am now turning 21..

I remember when i was 5, I went to my auntie's 21st bday celebration. It was a bbq at east coast. My memories of it were the long walk to the bbq pit, the guitar shaped cake, and a fully grown up man who managed to trick me into believing that he was only 7 years old.

Recently, this auntie of mine got married. A few weeks later, my turn to turn 21.

Everything happens so fast. Time really waits for no man.

I had used to dream of being a grown up, with a career, and all the freedom an adult has.

Now thinking back, I believed that god somehow heard my wish and made time fly faster. How i wish I am a young innocent lil girl again! But den, I know for sure that god dont listen to grown ups.

When I,and all of you, were young, life was only about happiness and fun. Of course i admit tt there were times when we didnt feel good.. like when we have to study.. go for tuition.. get beaten or punished by our parents.. some silly crushes tt last for a few weeks.. But, in general, what frustrations did we have? Did we agonise over PAs? health? family? money? interpersonal relations?

Sigh. I hate being a grown up. I still have a few more hours of, ahem, childhood to relish. Let time jus stop..

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The difference between a pretty girl and a handsome boy

A pretty girl gets almost everything she wants.

When she asks a boy for his no, she hardly gets rejected.

Whoever rejects her must be GAY.

A handsome boy, be he a hunk, a baby-faced person, large eyes or watever,

Once he asks a girl for her hp no,

he is condemned.

The difference between a pretty girl and a handsome boy

A pretty girl gets almost everything she wants.

When she asks a boy for his no, she hardly gets rejected.

Whoever rejects her must be GAY.

A handsome boy, be he a hunk, a baby-faced person, large eyes or watever,

Once he asks a girl for her hp no,

he is condemned.

人生有许多的无奈。

Have I said this before?

无奈就无奈lar, 又什么大不了？

Life goes on..

Dont worry ppl, I won't commit sucide..

I have so many lovely friends and a wonderful family, die for wad?

Tra la la.

MaD Ying Ying

No one in this world understands me.

Am i gg mad? I think I am.

I've been thinking a lot to myself these days.

What exactly am I living for?

I don't seem to have an aim in life.

And the frustrations of life makes me even harder to seek my goal this lifetime.

Recently, I am very emotionally, or rather, mentally, unstable.

Not tt I have shen jing bing. My frustrations are really getting at me.

Slowly sucking my soul away.

Every single day, I have sth to be frustrated about.

I know I will freak many out if i say this.

I feel like committing sucide many times alrdy.

Just a thought, very tempting, but i dun dare to.

No guts, and my family is too impt to me.

Had i no family, i'll be dead by now.

Someone recommend me a psychologist pls.

I'm gg bonkers. First sign of maddness. I jus mentioned tt I dont think I am mad at the second line, but now, i contradict myself i'm saying i'm mad. I am indeed mad.

Un-synchronised Feelings

Feelings cant be explained. I think i've said this before. Today, I learnt another thing abt feelings. The right feeling with the right amount of intensity does not come at the same time.

For example, a friend whom you are not really close to treats u like a gd friend while u treat her llike an acquaintance. This friend has a more intense feeling towards you, while ur level of intensity isn't that high. It's a mis-matched friendship that usually won't work out.

Jus like relationships. My fren once told me b4 tt two person in love hardly love each other equally much. When he loves u a lot, ur feelings towards him is just so-so. But just when u start to get touched by his actions, and ur feelings start to intensify, his oh-u-r-so-impt-to-me feelings fades away. Then there you are, trying to get his feelings back again, but it just WON'T work.

Why cant the world be a simplier world? A world where our feelings are more synchronised? Just when i thought it was going well, reality hits me hard in my face. Well, the world just dont work the correct way.