A Story about a Girl

There once lived a little girl. Her family is made up of her parents, and 2 elder sisters. In this story we wont mention about her eldest sister, only her 2nd sis. Her 2nd sis still remembers (vaguely, though) the time when she, her eldest sis and father went to the hospital to visit their mother who has jus given birth to the little girl (2nd sis was only 4 yrs old back then. pls be amazed by her fantastic memory). Her mother was crying. And her father standing around, looking helpless too. Many years later, the 2nd sis understood why her mom was crying.

Since young, the 2nd sis has always been closer to the little girl (i.e. the youngest sister). This was because the eldest sister could not get along very well with the little girl (their characters are very similar tt's why). And the age gap (between eldest sis and little girl) was wide, so it was harder for them to be closer. So the 2nd sis always (OK not always..) stood up for the little girl when she gets bullied.

The little girl grew up to be very pretty and sweet. When she went to primary school, she was disliked by her classmates, though it wasn't because of her looks (pls b reminded young kids at the age of 7 dont get jealous of other ppl cos of looks..), it was because she was different. She had a hard time.. even her chinese teacher complained to her 2nd sis that she doesnt pay attention in class.

In pri 2 she transferred sch. Things didnt change for the better. She was still shunned by other kids. Classmates bullied her, refused to play with her or even go near her. She only had one good friend back then, but her fren migrated to HK in pri 3. Her good fren gave her her address in HK, so tt they could keep in touch. She wrote her a letter.. and asked her 2nd sis to send it out. However, the letter was returned, cos apparently, the good fren has written the address wrongly and that add didnt exist. The 2nd sis knew that the little girl was very upset and missed her fren a lot. But what could she do?

Her bad pri sch experience continued all the way till pri 6.. classmates still go up to her and say nasty things about her, laughing at her difference from other kids. Her 2nd sis was very angry, but she couldnt do anything.. she was already in secondary school and couldnt protect her sister.

THe little girl's results were affected. She didnt do well in school. Once, she got stung by a bee (which flew into the rotating fan, died and fell straight onto the little girl's hand). SHe screamed and cried, but the teacher insisted that she was naughty and provoked the bee and it served her right to get stung.

The day came when the 2nd sis could finally do sth. On the day when PSLE results was to be released, her 2nd sis went to the little girl's school with her to collect her results. As usual the little girl's classmates tried to bully her. But the 2nd sis couldnt do anything! She couldnt scold the classmates.. their parents were around.. all she could do was let her sis hide behind her.

Things changed for the better when the little girl went to secondary school. She had a group of friends who didnt mind that she was different. And she became very happy with them. The second sis was glad that she managed to find such good friends. Finally, she can have a happy teenage life.

Then the little girl had a bf at 17. But in jus a few months, the guy left her. The little girl was left devastated. Her 2nd sis felt the pain the little girl was gg thru, and help her along the road to recovery, which lasted almost a yr. But one day, the 2nd sis realised that the little girl had another bf. She became very angry, and afraid. She was afraid that the guy will leave her eventually, jus like the previous one. ANd how long will the recovery take? Will her little sis be able to take the pain n lonliness that comes with a breakup? And what if the guy dumps her one day because of her 'difference', esp when a "better" girl comes along? Wouldnt her little sis have to go through the suffering in pri sch?

Sadly, the little girl does not understand her 2nd sis's paranoia. Hopefully, the day mentioned never comes. And so her little sister can lead a happily after life.

A Christmas Blog

Christmas cant get any worse than this i believe. How terrible is it to fall aslp crying on xmas? How frustrating is it when people misunderstand you and judge you for wad u do? How does it feel when many people interrogate you and slam you down for your actions? Christmas won't feel that good when that happens. Please, you dun have to shoulder the responsibilities. Think from my point of view can? Jus because u did it before doesn't mean that it is right. And it doesnt mean that those people who were in my position before were not upset. Wait till you are being lied to. I am paranoid? If you say so. I cant be bothered to rebutt anymore. Afterall, I am ALWAYS jus paranoid.

No this blog has got nothing to do with losing money. I am jus terribly upset that no one understands me. Maybe I am not upset because no one understands me. I think I am jus upset that I have no supportive friends.

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I am so sick of friends who show attitude as and when they like it. Jus because they are bushuang with me for something that i didnt purposely do, i get a black face all night. I get sarcastic remarks all night. This is not the first time it is happening. And only uni friends do this to me. I've come to realise that true friends are only those whom I know since my teens. Those so called friends made later in my life are stilll friends, but they are selfish and intolerant. Perhaps I am also guilty of that. But i try to change for the better. Some people just dont care that they are like that. They even openly proclaim that they are selfish and evil, and that they dont care. They do evil things/things that will be to others disadvantage purposely. I am suddenly very appaled.

事事难料
The worst things happen when you think nothing will happen at all.
And then you are back to square one.

The Wallet Photo...

The photo(s) in our wallets have a long history.

When we were young, what photo did we put in our wallet?
Probably our own passport size photo. Or a family/siblings photo.

As we grow older, and start our secondary education, the photo is replaced.
With a neoprints of us and our friends.

Then comes JC time. For some, it was still secondary school days.
The wallet photo changes again. This time, a photo of us with our boyfriend(s).

A few years later, we get married and have children.
Photos of our kids replace photos of husband.

Then our kids grow up. What photos do we put?
Take a look in your parents' wallets.

Oh my Goshhhhhhhhhh

OMG it turned out tt Captain Aizen is the baddie!!! Can u believe it?? He looks so... beneign! =(
Ok suddenly he looks evil now. blea(c)h.

I still miss Thailand... (and one other short story)

Ok i'm back to blog abt thailand again... before i talk more abt chattuchak, lemme jus recap the thai girls show that all of us went during the first night when we were there..

The thai girls show cost 500 Baht!! which is abt S$20... way toooo expensive (in thailand). Furthermore, it was at a dingy and dark nightclub tucked away in a dirty and discreet corner of a street. When we were on our way there, all of us (i dunno abt the guys though) were kinda excited, cos we've nv seen such shows before! I imagined a huge stage, tables and chairs, flashy neon lights, girls performing in a very professional way..well sth like a magic show. (but i was prepared for the fact that some of them are fat) If you've watched THE MASK, well it's sth like the show tt the mask was performing.

I will not give a detailed account of what the girls did.. u can jus read xiaxue's blog... but i tell u its the most boh hua show to go to. Yes it is sth special tt can only be found in Thailand BUT i'm sure ah gua show is nicer (we didnt watch tt though...) The nightclub was packed with many hormone-raging-men. We were quite scared when we went in.. it was so dark..We jus sat down in a corner and watched the performance. The girls who were performing looked so bored, jus like how bored students looked when they are studying for exams. The girls tried to sway sexily to the music, but gosh! the music was BAD. TERRIBLE. Do all of you still remember 阿牛's 对面的女孩看过来？Replace the lyrics with "There is a reason dont know why, dont know whyyyy, dont know whyyyyy" HOW TO DANCE TO THIS KINDA MUSIC?

Anyway, in a nutshell, it wasnt good at all.

Ok back to Chattuchak!!!

So many tee shirts! All of them couldnt resist buyingand buying and buying... me wasn't too interested in tee shirts (only bought one). Well i didnt take too many photos at Chattuchak.. cos i was too busy shopping.. anw.. here are some photos of our conquests... most of which are from either Chattuchak or Suan Lam night bazaar:

So manyyy tee shirts hahhahaha... well actually the best places in Bangkok to shop isnt chattuchak, nor suan lam night bazaar, though suan lam is much easier than chattuchak to bargain. THe best place is the roadside stalls, those outside major shopping centres. So cheap, and can bargain and bargain and bargain! But some vendors are so afraid of bargin-ers like us that they have to do this..:

So poor thing right. Ok enough about shopping... let's talk abt.. hmm.. TEMPLES!! well basically the other thing tt we did there apart from shopping is visit temples. Here's a look at their marble temple:

And the Standing Buddha:

we got scolded by a Thai woman there because we were wearing shorts. I guess it's kinda disrespectful, but the tour guide said can leh. =( we couldnt go inside marble temple cos we were wearing shorts though. some temples have stricter rules. I have a lot lot more to say about thailand, but once again, i am tired... so i shall go and slp now hahahah.

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I am so infuriated!! These days i jus seem to meet perverts, lizards and cockroaches!!!! Jus yesterday, i went swimming with meryl at this jalan besar swimming complex. well we were happily swimming.. until i saw this PERVERTED SICK guy.. when i was about to reach the wall of the swimming pool, from the corner of my eye, I saw him putting on his googles, lowering himself into the water, and LOOKING IN THE DIRECTION WHERE I WAS!!! It was darn OBVIOUS that he was looking at girls swimming!!! I was very very insulted!!! Why cant he be more DISCREET??? I was so angry that I stopped swimming, stood up and stared at him. He had the audacity to stare at me for another 2 seconds before looking away. I was angry, so i decided i'll swim to the other side den go home. BUT HE ACTUALLY FOLLOWED ME!!! I couldnt take it lying down. I looked at him and pointed my finger at him. He swam away, but he keep looking back in my direction!! I had to do sth, otherwise i would be so angry at myself for being such a wimp. it's because of wimpy girls tt's why rapists are so daring. Before i left the swimming complex, I went up to him (fully clothed to protect myself from more oggling) and shouted at him. He actually scratched his head in response. I pointed my finger at him again cos i was jus so infuriated at his behaviour. The lifeguard thought I was mad. Before I left, I saw him swimming towards an old man sitting by the side of the pool. Apparently his father or sth. Then it dawned on me that he prolly is a bit mentally disabled. If i knew earlier i might have acted in a different way but hey before u scold me for scolding him, pls remember that i didnt know tt he had a mental prob or anything. I jus knew he was a pervert. So i did nothing wrong ah. If i scolded him despite knowing the fact he is mentally disabled den mayb i am wrong. But mentally disabled or not, any woman will be angry when a guy looks at her in such a way. ARGHH, bad week.

Thailand I miss you....

Hi!!! I'm back from thailand, very tired, but v happy!!! Muahahha.. Me, rs, mabel, 31, ms and jiahong went to thailand tog on the 29th nov.. tt's us looking really happy at the airport..

We stayed at D'MA Pavillion... the hotel's not too bad... but it's a lil bit out of the way.. not near MRT nor the shopping centres.. we ended up walking like 2km to the shopping centres.. its a long n terrible walk i tell u.. but nonetheless i had fun.. anw here's a pic of my rm...

tt's ruishan looking pretty. >_<>

We reached Thailand at abt 5 plus in the evening.. and ALL of us were damn hungry by then cos we only had breakfast. So we walked ard to find a shopping centre, so tt we can eat at the food court. We walked miles before seeing the first shopping centre: Pratunum Centre. We jus dashed in and looked for the food court. Most of the menus were written in Thai! And photoshop is obviously not v advanced there.. the pics didnt look appetising at all. So we jus ordered frm this stall tt had english menu:

I dunno if u can see that the food is darn un-appetising.. but we couldnt care less jus ordered n eat. I ordered noodles wrapped in egg omelette.... If i werent hungry den I dunno how I am gg to swallow it. THe noodles were SWEET, cooked tog with PEANUT CRUMBS. How tasty is tt. The most delicious was the egg omelette. Aiya but its cheap lar, 35 Baht only, which is equivalent to S$1.70!!!! After dinner, we walked ard the roadside stalls.. and saw this stall selling bikinis. v v pretty! wanted to take a photo but we were too engrossed in choosing designs tt we forgot. hahha. but the bikinis were soooo cheap. I bought mine at $7.50!!! Can u believe it???

Yar lor. Basically the first night we didnt buy much, cos we were saving up the money for Jatujat (Chattuchat, but tt's how they spell it i think) on the second day. For those who dunno, chattuchat weekend mkt is one of the must-go places, cos it's HUGE (according to mabel there're 15,000 stalls), there is a wide variety of clothes there and it's quite cheap!! Chattuchat looks v similar to Bugis village, albiet much much bigger (u cant see the end of the stretch of shops). We had so much fun there!!! BLogging abt it now makes me miss it sooo much. =( I wish we could go there for another day. I wish I am in Bangkok now!!! here's Chattuchat...

I regretted not taking more photos!!! Argh...

Yawn... it's alr 1 am now... I shall blog more abt it again.. nitessss -_-ZzzZzzzz